
I make a lot of mistakes. Just navigating daily life demands more mental attention than I normally have available. But when I find myself cycling past Hyde Park Corner – with the helpful additional information that it leads to Park Lane – I know this mistake isn’t mine. Not like yesterday, when someone asked me where I was going tomorrow, and I confidently answered Hereford. “You’re in Hereford now,” she said, unimpressed.

It isn’t far to Worcester. I set off after a good lunch, wondering why my legs are more jelly than muscle. I’m glad it isn’t any further, and I try not to think about tomorrow, when I have to go twice as far in the afternoon.
Elgar has arrived before me. He must have come by bus, though; there’s no bicycle to be seen. He stands on a plinth, surveying the square and the cathedral, and not looking happier than he did yesterday.
I spend twenty minutes looking for the hotel Nick has kindly booked for me. I ask lots of people who look as though they belong here, including a lady who I see later bedding down in a shop doorway. But no-one can locate it. That’s because it’s behind all the facades, up a hidden escalator that clearly won’t carry a bicycle.
Into the cathedral, to see if I can leave the bike there. We’re expecting you tomorrow, they say, and I reassure them. The performance is at 12.15, so it made sense to get here the night before.
I booked the hotel for tomorrow, says Nick; that’s what you asked for. I remember the conversation, but I remember it the other way round – please could he book it the night before, rather than after. I’m assuming it’s his mistake. Don’t worry, he says, I’ll go across the road and change it. I check the emails in the ten minutes he’s gone. Whose mistake was it? Mine, of course.
Sorted, and a very quick turnaround to get back almost in time for Evensong. A calm and restorative service – there’s something about that gentle reorientation to the eternal at the end of the day – after which Nick introduces me to the Dean. The Dean looks at me as though he can’t quite believe it. I want to tell him I know the feeling.
Bad King John (he of the Magna Carta) is conspicuously blocking the steps, lying down with his crown on. He doesn’t look comfortable.

The large gentleman who was in his mobility scooter in the square when I first arrived is still there, playing his Reggae just a bit too loud. His name, he tells me, is Winnie, and he plays his music here so as not to disturb his neighbours. His fist, which he bumps with mine, is the size of my face.
He’s alternately calm, and angry about lots of things. When I mention the cathedral across the road his language is particularly intemperate. He uses a word to describe himself that I can’t bring myself to write. He notes with satisfaction the shock on my face. It begins with N, and rhymes with the opposite of smaller. I can’t argue with him; there’s a lot of truth in the historical injustices he wants to talk about. After I’ve gone he turns the music up again. Elgar doesn’t look notably pleased.

My room has an impressive view of the cathedral. I get up in the dark, expecting to see it nicely lit. But the holy building is in darkness, and you wouldn’t know it was there. The empty rooftop carpark, on the other hand, is unnecessarily – and unhappily – floodlit. That’s a mistake, I feel.

Hi Kenneth xx I’m the chump who said she saw you in Hereford and didn’t do social media…then missed your slot in Worcester!! I’ve been converted!! Just enjoying your blog and seeing why you were candid about lack of bike in Hereford two days ago!! It is a special journey you are making; spiritual and awe inspiring. Glad you enjoyed Elgar country. I’ll be following your posts from now on xx ATB Debs ‘a fellow cyclist but not so well travelled!’ x (I live along the Hereford and Worcester road. Malvern is my focus)
Your photo so reminds me of your paintings that you surround yourself with during each offering of the meditation.
Wish you could have set up there. The contrast would have been spectacular.
BTW – I was born in Worcester, Massachusetts – Cool to learn a bit of the original Worcester.
Thank you for chronicling your honest feelings, Kenneth. They reflect the reality you perceive. As you begin to look back over the last month, I wonder, do you sometimes reassess those earlier perceptions?
Hi Kenneth, it was wonderful to meet up with you again and we were so pleased we came to hear you play. Your poetry spoke volumes and so relevant to the biblical texts. Very, very moving. Thank you.
You have such an easy conversational style of writing, it feels like a one to chat with you and I find that I am eagerly awaiting continuing our conversation each day, picking up.from where we left off.
Your myriad trials and tribulations always seem to be whisked away once you play your concert/meditation and the essence of your pilgrimage comes to the for.